Lack of Sleep

So I'm sitting here so tired, but unable to fall asleep...as usual. Someone of you may not know that ever since I had the twins...almost 4 years ago...I dont sleep much. At first I just figured my body got all thrown off because of the nursing and adjusting. Now Im not sure what the excuse is. I can go days without sleep and then I crash. Which isnt very good. I used to be able to go a couple weeks and then I needed to take a day long nap, which William always helped force me to do it. Thanks babe! But now its seems that I cant go much longer than a couple days. And Im getting grouchy. :( Not good. I was really excited when the weather started getting nicer and thought that I would be on the go more, with the kids and running, that it would help me sleep better again. But instead the weather is getting worse and...I cant believe Im saying this...but so am I. I have tried everything I can think of. Im not into the hot tea..dont like the taste of it. I also tried where they say no tv late at night...well that didnt work because all my shows come on late at night when the kids are in bed. :)

So your probably asking why Im even telling you this. Well...Im in some need of some advice. if anyone has or is going through this and has found something that works I would love to hear it! Im not one for medicine and I havent found a doctor i feel comfortable in confiding in, but Im at the point where Im willing to try anything.

So..some good news! Tomorrow I will be on the go! Im venturing to the store to try and buy some healthier meals and snacks that fit my budget! Wish me luck. The boys and I have a playdate at the mall with some friends on Weds and I look forward to it every week. Some adult conversation! woo hoo! Then, if some of you dont know, my family and I have found an amazing church! We have started attending the Bible studies there, as well as on Sundays, and the kids LOVE the childrens program. I spent so many years fighting with Mason to go to church and now he's the one shoving us out the door an hour early because "I dont wanna be late Mom!." Its the coolest thing. I love that he's so excited about God!...and Im sure the playing too. :)

Ok..so I guess that enough for tonight. Im off to watch a show I taped and maybe Ill fall asleep and get a little nap in. Good night!